One day, I stumbled on a CD tape with a name that sounded like a PS game. I decided to watch it without the game tabs. Alas, it was a porn movie. My curiosity kicked in. I wanted to see more of what Mr J had been trying to do.
That began a journey of over 15 years of struggle.
Marriage works when you make it work.
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I began to watch porn movies frequently because I knew where it was kept by Uncle B. Then I began to read hardcore books, magazines, and novels. It was so real in my mind that I couldn’t wait to satisfy the act.
One day, while watching porn, I suddenly began to feel some hormonal interruption; my body was giving way to orgasm. It felt good and I loved it. Out of curiosity, I tried to bring back the feeling. And that was when I realized that I could touch myself. That was the beginning of masturbation.
Did you notice the frequent act of curiosity?
In the process of engaging in this habit, all my body organs got activated; my ears, skin, and eyes amongst others. Every sound from a sexual scene in a movie flashed scenes of porn movies in my mind. I couldn’t help it. Anything could be a trigger.
Like I said earlier, today is going to be focused on the GENESIS. Have you tried to take a journey down into what lured you in the first place?
Some people fall into sexual addiction as a result of abuse, molestation, peer pressure, rape, rejection, wrong exposure, etc.
There are different ways people engage with porn: Books, Movies, Music, Magazine, or Online medium.
Masturbation: Sensual arousal, touch, by playing a movie in your mind, lusting after someone, rubbing yourself on a chair, object or even the ground.